Hello everyone! I apologize for not having posted in a while. In my defense, for those of you who don't know, I got very sick off of what I can only assume was hall food last week, and that, combined with my presentation I did last week and my 5,000 word essay due this week, I haven't had a break since ... well Break. But, I'm back in action and have so many stories to recount.
First, on the academic front, I'm doing VERY well thus far. I received my first graded essay last week. The grading system here at St. Andrews is very peculiar, and I think it's based on a logarithmic equation. There are no letter grades. You are on a scale from 0-20 points, and your number grade is divided into various levels of Sub-Honours and Honours. As a student in third year courses, I am at the Honours level. So here is my scale:
0 = You fail at life.
1-4 = Fail: considerable further work is required
5-7 = Pass: performance meets minimum criteria
8-10 = Third: fair with significant short comings
11-13 = 2ii: generally sound work with a number of notable errors
14-16 = 2I: above the average standard with some errors
17-20 = First: outstanding performance with only minor errors
It is VERY difficult to get in the 17-20 range, and I have not heard many of my friends say they have gotten a grade in this range. Now, this scale 'converts' to the U.S. scale in the following manner:
0-4 = F
5 = D
6 = D+
7-8 = C-
9-10 = C
11 = C+
12 = B-
13 = B
14 = B+
15 = A-
16-18 = A
19-20 = A+
Alright, now that that is all defined and dandy, I can tell you what I got. On my paper, I received a 15, which is an A-, and on my presentation I received a 15.3, another A-. So, I'm doing quite well here so far. Both those grades are for my 'Political Culture in Post-War Europe Class', a class that requires a lot of high level thinking on my part, so I'm glad to be doing so well! My professor gave me good feedback on my paper and pointed out that I have a tendency to make broad generalizations and I should work on making specific points, something I had never been told before. So thank you James for pointing that out to me. It definitely helped in writing my 5,000 word paper for my other class 'Peace Processes and Violence'.
Speaking of that 5,000 word paper, I believe it is the best work I have done in my college career. My writing has vastly improved while here at St. Andrews and I feel I have made great strides as a student and researcher. Being here has confirmed that I truly enjoy research and upper level academics, and my desire to go to graduate school for at least a Masters degree has just grown as the semester has gone on. Who knows, maybe I'll return to Scotland for studies again in the near future? :) It also helps when your 'Peace Processes and Violence' professor is the advisor for the Master's program in Peace and Conflict Studies. How convenient. And I'm convinced Roger loves me ... so .... yeah ...
It occurs to me that I haven't talked much about my classes on this blog, and it's high time I do so. This semester I have a whopping two classes. That's right: TWO. I have class from 9AM - 10AM on Tuesdays, a tutorial, which is like a small group meeting for that class where discussion occurs, from 9AM-10AM on Wednesdays, both of those for my 'Peace Processes and Violence' class which will hence be referred to as PP&V, and on Fridays from 9AM-11AM I have 'Political Culture in Postwar Europe' which is a hybrid lecture and tutorial. That class will be referred to as PCPE. It's a pretty awesome schedule that I'll never be able to repeat at Elon.
So you may be thinking, 'Ehm, Catie, you have 4 hours of class a week. Do you even study?' Let me tell you, I study all the time. With having only 4 hours of class comes A LOT of personal responsibility. If you don't read, your professors know. There is no winging it around here. I usually read anywhere from 150-200 pages of material each week per class. So it's like reading a longer novel every week. And that's if I'm not doing research. If I'm doing research, I'll add usually around 200-300 pages of reading a week. But with having only two classes I find it is much easier to manage than at Elon. I'm not stressed out, I have time to really do well on my work, and I think that shows in my grades. It's nice to be able to focus on academic work and still have time to go out and have fun and get my exercise in. I've found I'm much more relaxed, much healthier (well ... with the exception of that unfortunate food poisoning last week), and much happier overall. I have not had a bad day here. I've had a day where strange / at times bad things kept happening, but using one of my favorite British phrases, 'I can't be bothered'. I'm too busy enjoying myself and enjoying life.
Anyway, my PP&V class is AMAZING. We've covered the following topics: What is peace?; What is a peace process?; The security dilemma; International actors and peace implementation; Spoilers; Security sector reform and disarmament, demobilisation and reintegration; Post-peace accord crime; and Gender, peace processes and violence. Next week is our last lecture and we'll be covering cultures of violence. My professor is particularly knowledgeable because he grew up in Northern Ireland and is an expert on that particular conflict. And the fact that he's from Ireland just adds to the class. He really challenges us to think critically on the issues and expects us to contribute to discussion and be knowledgeable on the topics we discuss. Yesterday when we were discussion gender, I raised the question 'Does militarization of individuals inherently negate gender?' and he looked at me and said, 'That's a good question. Actually that's a really good question. I'm writing that down.' I find I'm thinking about international relations differently now, and this class has really demonstrated to me that this topic in particular, conflict and how to end it is what I"m truly interested in. It seems all that People to People / NSLC / Invisible Children involvement was pointing me somewhere, and it was this way. My research paper addressed the question, 'What methods can parties use to transcend the security dilemma when attempting to begin a peace process?' and I think this paper was a spring broad for my independent research I'll be conducting with Dr. Kirk in the fall. I want to expand it, make it better, and I think I could really do some good things with it.
My other class PCPE is really interesting. It's a history class but it rarely feels like one and honestly feels more like a psychology class than anything. We talk a lot about historiography, collective memory, and how societies in post-war climate overcome memories of war that are still present all around them. My last paper addressed how silence was used by the governments of Spain, and East and West Germany to overcome a past of fascism in each case. Pretty intense stuff. Last week I presented on Wim Wender's film 'Der Himmel über Berlin (Wings of Desire)' as a historical narrative of West Germany. I'm feeling pretty smart right now!
Over the next few days I'll be uploading pictures about my trip to Spain, as I'm sure you're all excited to see that!
Regarding the situation with the volcano. All European airports have re-opened - for now. Merrill, Amanda and I are planning to go to Ireland on a tour of the country. We were going to do the 7-day one, but due to the tight schedule, and the simple fear of losing so much money if the volcano begins to act up again, we've decided to downgrade to the 5-day trip. We will miss Northern Ireland, which is EXTREMELY disappointing for me. But it just means I'll have to return to Ireland. The civil war in the region is essential to my research and I personally want to see places like Bogside in Derry and Falls Road in Belfast, where some of the worst moments of the Troubles occurred. It's just one of those things for me. So, Northern Ireland, we will meet at some point, just not this year. But taking the 5-day tour allows us a few days in Dublin, which I'll be able to spend with my good friends Ruari and Michele whom I met at the @U2 Conference I attended in Raleigh this past year. They're a fantastic couple whom I gave a lift to between venues at the conference. Michele is an American who graduated from NYU. She went to Dublin to see U2 play on the Vertigo Tour and while there, she met Ruari, also a U2 fan. They're now married and live in Dublin together, and have been so wonderful, offering to let me stay with them while in town. Wonderful, wonderful people and I cannot wait to see them again. They also want to take me to Slane Castle, which is not only where U2 recorded 'The Unforgettable Fire' it's also where the infamous 'U2 Go Home' show was filmed, and I believe they still hold the record for largest audience for an event held at Slane ever.
Alright, I'm off to Starbucks to do my reading, but I'll probably pop back in later to start working on getting my Spain log on here! Until then ...