Thursday, January 28, 2010

That commercial with the storm in your stomach is me right now

Well, I'm sitting in Dulles Airport at my gate, just hanging out for now. My flight leaves in about an hour which means I need to make this a quick post because we'll probably be boarding soon. I've been overseas before, but I've never been this terrified. There are so many unknowns and just things that are out of my control which is throwing me for a loop. Every single emotion that can be felt is rushing through me right now at about 1000 miles an hour. Sleeping was hard last night, and my stomach has just been upset all day today. Hopefully I'll sleep on the plane, or at least find a funny movie. Normally I'm a pro at this, but this is rough. I've never been away from home for so long, and I will truly miss it, especially mom and Jim, who I've had way too much fun with this month! But, I'll get through it and it'll all be okay. I wish I could think of a line from a song right now that fits with how I'm feeling or that reassures me, but my brain is coming up blank, not because I don't know a lyric, but because I'm just that toast physically and mentally right now. R.O.U.GH. Anyway, I'm heading off to get my bags prepped and myself before heading off for Scotland.

AHHH!!! I DO HAVE A LYRIC!!!!

"Breathe in, breathe out, move on." -Jimmy Buffett

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